My new God!

My new God!
How can any woman, married or otherwise, resist a cock like this?

One of my favorite bras

One of my favorite bras
Because it is a demi/half cup bra, and the slightest movement will cause my hard nipples to spill over the

Hubby witnessed me totally out of control last night. 7 bbcs in total used me *blush*

Hubby witnessed me totally out of control last night.  7 bbcs in total used me *blush*
and he was made to clean up every drop of their cum :-)

My Perky Nipples

My Perky Nipples
On Display

Friday, October 21, 2011

Obsessed ...

I know it has been awhile since I have written in my blog and I apologize for my absence but work has been very busy, and my seemingly insatiable hunger to be used as the dirty little slut that I really am seems to be getting more and more intense, and just about every time I come here to write in my blog, I always first check the "dashboard" of my blog and I always find myself becoming lost/obsessed with all of the BBC/black cock/cuckold related blogs/pics and the next thing I know, my cunt is dripping wet and my legs are spread wide with each leg dangling  over each arm of my desk/computer chair as I stare wide eyed at the computer screen as I masturbate shamelessly and completely out of control. 
I have had an interest in black cock for several years but it was always a secret interest that I would never admit to, but whenever I was alone and in front of a computer, I was drawn to interracial pornography almost immediately, and in the last 3-4 years, my interest seems to have become more specific in regard to black cock, because now I am drawn to sites/blogs where the theme is interracial sex, but especially ones where married white couples/married white women indulge in BBC, or who fantasize about it.

To be totally honest, I have always heard stories from other girls about black men having such huge cocks, even as early as the 7th grade, and all through high school and college I heard similar stories/rumors, which only fueled my secret curiosity even more, but  my college bf convinced me that it was pretty much  a myth and I tended to believe him because it did sound a bit over the top that just because a man was black that he would automatically have a huge cock.
But even though my bf had me pretty much convinced that it was not true, I still could not help imagining being ravaged by a big black cock/s as I lay masturbating on my bed  in my dorm room.  Certain images were etched in to my mind and every time these images would pop in to my head (and they did constantly), I could feel my cunt become wet almost instantly.  The images in my mind were always of  women (mostly blonde, who were either sucking or being fucked by these huge long thick black cocks, and they each woman had the most intense look of pleasure on her face, and their pussies would always look so stretched and so filled, and the women would be hysterically gripping the bed sheets or something similar and I could not help but imagine how intense that must have felt like.  Remember, up until just a few years ago the biggest cock that ever fucked me was @ 7 inches, and I thought that he was so big lol

Shortly after getting married, I found myself with a lot of free time which of course lead to me being on the internet probably more than I should have, and although I could have done a million different things on the internet, I cannot stop my always horny mind from taking me places that I probably shouldn't go, so I found myself perusing all types of pornographic websites, and soon after, discovered the pornographic world of BBC, and in particular, married white couples and/or married white women who loved BBC, and this eventually led me to discover interracial cuckold sites, etc, but I remained very secretive about this and never mentioned this to anyone, especially my newlywed husband.  You also need to remember that my husband is just shy of being 20 years older than I am and he is a very successful businessman who has always had a reputation of being very conservative, and although he provides for me in so many ways, sex was never a strong suit for him.  The sex we had was vanilla and if I am totally honest, he also had a small cock, and because of his age, his stamina was never that great, and his cock didn't get nearly as hard as men my own age or younger, but because of all of the perks I was afforded, as well as financial security like I had only dreamed of,  I did not think it would be that much of an issue.  I have always been a compulsive masturbator, from my early teens on, regardless of how much sex I had.  My favorite way to masturbate had always been with my fingers, although toys were fun every once in a while too, but I did prefer using my fingers, but when I started to become obsessed with images of hung black men fucking white women, and especially married white women, I decided that I wanted to get a black dildo, so I opened a local PO Box and went online and ordered a very life-like looking 9 inch black dildo, the kind that had a suction cup near the base and ball sack, and after ordering it the anticipation that built with each passing day as I waited for it to arrive was incredible.  I rented a PO Box @ 15 miles from where I live (2 towns away) because I could not risk my husband learning that I had a secret PO Box because it would create too much suspicion.  Anyway, everyday I would anxiously drive to the post office and check my PO Box, and finally, after 8 days went by I checked it one day and inside my PO Box was a medium sized non-descript box and as soon as I saw it, I knew what was inside it.  I took it from my PO Box and quickly walked to my car, my hear POUNDING out of my chest in anticipation.  As soon as I got to my car, I nervously looked around and then tore the box open like a hungry wolf searching for food.  I was finally able to open it and when it first came in to view, I literally gasped out loud because it was HUGE.  I reached for it and placed it on the seat next and sat their open-mouthed staring at this magnificent black rubber cock.  It looked just like a real cock, although it was HUGE.  I kept looking around nervously but no one was near me but I was still very nervous.  Next I reached for it and lifted it up and I found myself almost unconsciously wrapping my fingers around the base of the shaft as I inspected every nook and cranny of this huge black dildo.  I was amazed at how life-like it looked, veins bulging from the shaft, and the way the head slightly curved upward, and I also took close notice of the suction cup area as well.  As I fondled it I found myself sort of unconsciously squirming in my seat, and I was so obsessed with this big cock in my hand that I did not even notice someone walking by my car, and thank God they didn't see me with that huge black dildo in my hands (or maybe they did *blush*), and seeing them walk by helped me snap back to reality, and I started my car and drove away.  My husband was expected home in a few hours from a business trip, so I anxiously drove home in a hurry because I could not wait not one more hour to feel what this would feel like.  My cunt was already SOAKED.

I am not going to get in to every little detail, but that day literally changed my life.  I had never felt something so big and so thick sliding in to my hungry cunt, and I LOVED the suction cup because I could literally stick it to a floor and ride it, or stick it to a door and pretend that I am being fucked from behind, and didn't have to hold it with my own hands, and if I closed my eyes, the fantasies that it produced were always very intense, but one of the aspects that turned me on the most, as when I would slide it in to my dripping cunt as I watched myself in a mirror,  Seeing that dark skinned huge, very realistic looking big black cock/dildo parting my glistening cunt lips and disappearing inch after inch in to my aching cunt as my moans and gasps kept getting louder and louder.  My cunt had never felt so stretched or filled in my life, and I typically take a little while to make myself cum, but on that day that huge black cock had me cumming so fast and so intensely, but I didn't stop after the first orgasm.  I couldn't.  I NEEDED more.  I stared in utter amazement at my reflection in the mirror as my white cunt acvcomodated that monstor black cock, because up to that point the largest cock that had ever been in my cunt was  a 7 inch cock, and here I was dripping wet taking ALL of this huge black cock nas I squirmed and moaned hysterically on the floor of my bedroom.  I kept looking at the dark cock sliding in and out of me, coated and glistening in my juices, and in the back of my mind I could hear my mother warning me about interracial relationships and how wrong they were, and how girls that went with "blacks" were branded as "sluts", and here I was willingly fucking myself with a black didl as I imagined a hung black man using me AS HIS WHITE SLUT.  It felt so deliciously taboo and forbidden, and these factors aroused me even more.

I came 4 times in less than 1 hour that day *blush*.

It would be another 2 years before I would experience my first REAL black cock, and I am now running out of time to write but I have to tell you that my life changed forever that day because I discovered first hand how incredibly superior black men are in bed.  It took me another 2 years to openly admit this, because maybe a part of me didn't want to believe it for whatever reason, but it is what it is.  Not too long ago I heard about a survey regarding cock size and I actually heard it on satellite radio one day and they said that Asian men had the smallest cocks (Korean's to be exact) in the world, averaging some where around 4 inches, and the part of the world where men had the largest cocks were from The Congo, (BLACK MEN :) where the AVERAGE cock size was slightly over 7 inches.  I had a huge grin on my face as I drove listening to that :)

Really quickly I will say one more thing.

Does anyone remember the 19 yr old black teenager who is the son of my head nurse at work who interned at my job last year?  The one who I was in a crowded elevator with and the crowd pushed me back in to him and he was directly behind me, and because the elevator was so crowded my ass was pressing against him, and as it did I felt the unmistakeable feeling of a very biog cock stiffening with each passing second, and I KNEW it was him, and how gave him a ride home from a cocktail party my husband through at our home after his mom stayed later, and how I could not resist sucking his big young black cock right in my car.  Well, of course I fucked him after that night and he has been away at school and visited this last weekend and ......

well, I will tell you next time :)

and his roommate from school stayed at his moms too, and yes, he is also black, and boy was it a WILD Saturday night last weekend, and to top it off, my husband was forced to watch BOTH OF THEM using his slut wife for more than 3 hours *blush*

Monday, October 3, 2011

I apologize ....

I apologize for not finding enough time to write in my blog lately but hopefully these pics make up for it a little bit.  I hate that the summer is ending, although I will find a way to showoff this body even in the winter :) 

I will also post my newest conquest in   a minute :)

This is one of the thickest cocks I have fucked and it was soooo intense!  I don't think I have ever been stretched more *blush* 

Thursday, September 22, 2011

1 more day for update

I apologize for making you wait, and I really so not do this on purpose, although I do love to tease as you know, but for making you wait I attached a pic of my .... secret garden *blush*

But I am not leaving it up too long *blush*

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Update coming ....

I thought I would have the time today to write but my day became very busy unexpectedly so it will likely have to wait until tomorrow.

It was a crazy week for me and it started badly over the weekend with the timing belt going in my Audi convertible, but I think many of you will find this interesting, but it was not planned and for me, when things happen spontaneously, it usually can be very arousing and this was no different.

I had left my house quickly on Sunday (9/11) just to get a quick coffee at Starbucks and I had just gone through a light and I was directly in front of a Dunkin Donuts when my cars engine suddenly stalled.  As soon as I heard the way the car was turning over I said "uh oh" because this happened to me @ 10 years ago with another car I owned and a car makes a distinct sound as you are trying to start it after the timing belt goes, and I remember it like it was yesterday, so I called AAA, but it could take up to 90 minutes for a tow truck to arrive.

I only intended to run in to Starbucks, and I had no make up on at all (but I don't wear a ton of make-up anyway, unless of course I am going out and I am dressed very slutty and then I will go heavier on the make-up and red lipstick), but it was a warm sunny morning in the mid-70s and there was a beautiful breeze as well.   I threw on a pair of khaki shorts and only a wife-beater tank top style tee shirt, and NO BRA, and yes, I will admit that I purposely left the house not wearing a bra because there is this really cute young guy who works at Starbucks who has been a little flirty with me and I wanted to tease him a little by giving him a view of my dark perky nips, because the tee shirt is made of very thin white cotton and those of you who are familiar with this type of tee shirt know exactly what I am talking about, and mostly men wear this type of tee shirt, so for most women, wearing this type of tee shirt is a bit of a risque move, unless the temperature outside is oppressively hot, but being the exhibitionist tease that I can be,  I always walk around my house in this type of tee shirt without a bra underneath, and whenever I do, my dark  nipples are very visible, and I cannot place enough emphasis on the phrase very visible, and although I did intend to run in to Starbucks and give my young hottie boy a glimpse of my hard dark nipples, I then intended to return home, so as I sat in my car after I called triple AAA, I knew it was not safe to sit in my car on the side of the road because the road in question is a very busy road, and as much as I enjoy teasing and showing off my body, I typically do not do it blatantly, and especially in public, but I had no choice but to stand next to my car and wait for the AAA tow truck.  Everyone here knows how much it arouses me to catch people looking at my body but you also know that I typically show my body off in a way where it appears as though I am not fully aware that I am showing so much, plus I do not usually showoff so close to home, but on this occasion the only way I could have hidden the fact that I was not wearing a bra, would be to stand next to my car with my arms folded to hide the fact that I was not wearing a bra, because again, it is impossible to not see the complete outline of my dark nipples through the thin white material of the tee shirt, and as soon as I stepped from my car, 2 younger guys were driving by at that exact moment and they both turned their heads and stared directly at my breasts/nipples, and I even saw the driver mouth the words "oh my God, did you see that" and I was not outside of my car for even 10 seconds.  My nipples are semi-erect naturally, but given the circumstances and knowing how easily my nipples/breasts could be seen, my nipples were rock hard even before I stepped from my car.  I did cross my arms across my chest for a couple of minutes but it still seemed that every guy (and even a few women) that drove by me, stared at me up and down, and after a few minutes I grew tired of hiding them and just acted natural and let my arms fall to my side.  As much fun as this was, I was happy that the tow truck arrived much quicker than anticipated (it only took @ 30 minutes to arrive) because guys were beginning to honk their horns and make cat calls, and I was a good sport about it and smiled/blushed and tried to wait patiently, but I have to admit, I was becoming more aroused with each passing minute standing there feeling so exposed.
The tow truck driver arrived and he was a greasy looking guy in his mid-40s possibly and the look he gave me when he first pulled up is etched in my mind because he was staring so hard at my very visible dark hard nipples that he almost crashed in to a parked car lol.  Of course I made sure to do nothing to cover my nipples as I made small talk with him as he set my car up to be towed, and I made sure to try not to make too much eye contact with him so he would be more comfortable looking at my chest, but I would occasionally look at him quickly because it turned me on to catch him looking at them *blush*, and he even gave my a ride back to my house once we dropped the car off at the dealership, and for a few minutes I considered showing him my gratitude by .... sucking his cock, but I reconsidered because he knew where I lived, and I also was not all that attracted to him either, but the idea of sucking his cock did turn me on a lot, and by the time he dropped me off at home, I could not wait to get inside and fuck my now soaked cunt with my favorite dildo.

Of course as I masturbated shamelessly I remembered certain men that stared at my hard nipples as they drove by and I imagined all sorts of lewd kinky thoughts as I came to a thunderous orgasm minutes later.

And this is how I started my Sunday, but because my husband was once again out of town on business, I had other plans later that day and I will tell you more about that tomorrow.  I have a few other things to tell you as well.

Yes, I have been a very naughty girl since my last blog entry, but I don't think this surprises anyone, does it?  *blush*

Friday, September 9, 2011

A Trip to the Movies

I went in to last weekend knowing that I would talk to my newest friend about the finer details of his plan to have me visit the theater where he works, because I had to feel really comfortable with the situation in order to be able to go through with what I agreed to do, because after all, his plan was to find a sexy MILF that would be willing to visit a theater (a regular theater too, not an adult theater) on a week night between 9pm - 10:30pm,  and who would be willing to do ...... certain things..... with a total stranger ......right in the theater as the movie was playing *blush*, so it was not too difficult to figure out that he must work at the theater in some capacity, but another reason for it happening on a week night was because most theaters are typically not very crowded on a week night (except Friday night), and especially for the last showing of the day, which usually begins @ 9pm.
The plan going in to the weekend was for him to email me his cell # with instructions to call him promptly at a particular time of the day on Sat or Sunday so we could actually physically talk to each other and finalize our plans, but as aroused as the whole idea had me, a big part of me thought that he would chicken out and not email me the telephone number because he was pretty young (22) and guys will think up some pretty crazy stuff while they are sitting there jerking off, but once they cum the shame/guilt/embarrassment for some sets in and they then disappear, so when I woke up on Saturday morning and found an email from him waiting for me in my inbox, a horny grin immediately crossed my face as I waited for the email to open.  When it opened my eyes widened because there in front of me was HIS CELL NUMBER with brief, but specific instructions for me to call him at exactly 3:15pm that day.  I made sure my calender was clear for the next 3-4 days so I knew I would be calling him, so I emailed him back and said I would call at the designated time.  I called him at  3:15pm and after a few nervous moments we both started to speak freely and openly with him asking me the typical questions; (all of which I had already answered via email), asking me how old I was, if I were married or single, what I looked like, etc, and I actually took it a step further because I wanted to convince him that I was truly interested in doing this, so I emailed him a few pics of myself but partially blocked my face for the time being.  He actually sounded younger than 24 but that really didn't concern me that much as long as I was reasonably sure he was of legal age. 
As I previously mentioned, I did tell him all about me in previous emails and I am sure I told him I was married as well, and as we chatted I looked for an opening to bring my marital status up again because the more I thought about this plan of his, the more I wanted to include my little bitch (my cuckold husband of course :) in some way, so after talking more about .... details *blush* I told him I would agree to do this as long as I could have my husband seated somewhere in the theater so I would feel more comfortable about the situation from a safety perspective.  I gave him no insight in to the type of relationship I have with my husband because I am not sure a 22 yr old would even know what a cuckold husband is.  He only asked "are you guys swingers?", and I just sort of giggled and said "yeah, something like that".  He then asked to what extent my husband would participate, and I quickly replied by telling him that he would only be there to ensure my safety, and I almost told him that the bigger reason he would be there was for me to tease him and make him witness what a dirty little slut his wife is, but I stopped short of doing this.  He then said that I should walk in to theater # 8, which is located toward the back of the theater (it is a multiplex theater with 10 theaters) and he then asked what I would be wearing, and I then said very confidently with a big grin on my face; "believe me, you will know me when you see me".  He then started to tell me his name but I stopped him, telling him I didn't even want to know, reminding him that he is supposed to be a total stranger.  We then ended the phone call.

Then on Sunday evening I simply told my husband that we were going "to the movies" on Tuesday evening at 9pm, and he asked what movie we were going to see and I gave him a cold stare and just said; "we are not going there to watch a movie.  Just do as you are told and don't ask questions bitch", and he lowered his head like a good little puppy dog and said "yes ma'am" :)

By the time Tuesday evening came I was in a constant state of arousal, and masturbating 3 times during the course of the day did little to nothing to curb my appetite.  My husband walked in to the bedroom as I was getting dressed and he did not say one word to me but I could tell from the look on his face that he knew the evening would be eventful after seeing how I was dressed.
I guess I should tell you how I was dressed? :)


It rained all day and night on Tuesday and this actually worked perfectly because I was still unsure as to what I wanted to wear but the weather helped me make my choice. 

I have decided to to tell you what I was wearing as I walked in to the theater, and believe me, by the time I walked in, my heart was POUNDING from racing so fast and being so aroused.  I was originally going to dress in a skirt with a partially see through blouse and have stockings on, etc, but if you saw me standing buying my ticket I am sure I would have turned some heads (and I did :), but the real show was yet to begin.  I wore a stylish pleated black rain coat that was knee length.  My husband was already seated in theater # 8, and after I paid for my ticket I began walking toward theater #8 and I was amazed at how few people were at the movies on such a rainy evening, but I was not complaining because it was actually perfect for what I was about to do.  As I walked to the theater a few workers passed me and I nervously wondered which was the guy who arranged this and then another younger guy appeared from another theater and I immediately knew he was the guy by how he openly leered at me as I walked toward him.  I glanced at him and then purposely looked away and I finally located theater # 8 and I walked in.  The movie had already started and this particular theater has stadium seating so I stood at the front for a moment to survey the crowd and locate the prearranged spot for me to sit.  He wanted me seated close to a side exit..  I noticed my husband immediately, and there were maybe 6 others in the theater, luckily for me, all of them were men.  I could see a few were older men and a few were younger, maybe early 20s, and another I noticed was older, over weight, and balding, and as I walked by him he hungrily eyed my legs which made me grin to myself as I walked by him.  I was sort of searching for the right seat when all of a sudden the guy who arranged it all appearred almost out of nowhere and discreetly pointed to a row where I should sit.  I stepped in to the ailse and went to the seat farthest away from the aisle against a wall.  Once seated I took a careful look around and the only one really close to me was my husband, who was seated in the row behind me.  The other closet person was the over weight gentleman and there were also two younger guys sitting together in the row behind him.  I then turned and faced the screen and slumped in my chair slightly, and then began to take my rain coat off.  I had to do this carefully because underneath it all I wore was a black lace half cup bra, a matching black lace see through thong, black lace top thigh highs, and 4 inch sling back heels.  Additionally, I had a manicure/pedicure earlier in the day and I was wearing bright red nail polish on both my fingers and my toes, as well as wearing slutty bright red lipstick.  My heart was racing and I could barely resist reaching between my legs to my now very over heated and very wet cunt, but instead I sort of nervously looked around as I tired to see where the guy was who arranged it all as I let my legs slowly spread wider and wider.  Almost instinctively, my left hand went to my breasts as I started nervously tracing the tip[ of my index finger along the cups of my bra, and this particular bra barely covers my perky nipples and all I have to do is move a certain way for them to come popping out from under the cups of my bra, but I didn't want this to happen just yet but as I traced the tip of my finger, a small portion of my areola's were now visible and the sensations shot straight to my already throbbing clit.I could see from the corner of my eye that my husband was leaning forward and trying to strain to see more, and then suddenly I saw the over weight man change his seat and sit directly behind me about 3-4 seats to my husbands left.  He obviously sensed something was about to happen.  I was so aroused that I was completely oblivious to what movie was even playing on screen because my senses were heightened for a different type of entertainment.  I looked down my body and spread my legs even wider, this time reaching in to the edge of my panties and pulling my thong to the side.  Just as I did this, a day light scene appearred on screen and filled the room with light and I could not help but notice how engorged my clit and the lips of my hungry cunt were.  I heard myself gasp as I could not resist touching my clit, and I was just about to look to see where the guy was because now I wanted to be fucked almost desperately, and as I turned to look for him, he was already walking in to my aisle.  As he walked toward me I could see that his pants were already unzipped.  he sat in the seat beside me as I nervously looked straight ahead, buit I could stills ee out of the corner of my eye that his cock was out and it looked quite big and very rigid.  I then saw him sliding a condom on to his rigid cock and I thought to myself, oh my God, I am actually going to let this stranger fuck me right here in the theater, and right in front of my husband, and just as he started to stand and position himself in front of me, I turned and glanced toward my husband and I could see his arm/shoulder moving and this told me that he had his own cock out and was already jerking off.  I then glanced toward the fat guy and he was doing the same thing as he sat on the edge of his seat staring at us.  I then heard the young kid say "God, you are fucking hot" and I turned back to face him just as he bent his knees and grabbed his cock and started to move it toward my soaked waiting cunt.  I then looked right at him and said "now fuck your hot little slut good and hard", as I felt him push the head of his hot cock against the lips of my cunt.  I was soaked so as he pushed his cock against my  cunt, it easily slid in to me as I moaned softly.  My hands went to my bra and I pulled it down exposing my now rock hard nipples and my fingers quickly went to each nipple as I started pinching them and twisting them and tugging on them feverishly.  The guy was now all the way in me and I was shocked at how nice his cock was.  He started rhythmically fucking me and soon I was moaning and did not even care who heard me.  My eyes were shut and I became lost in how he was fucking me, and I even started whispering to him to fuck me harder, grabbing his ass and pulling his cock in to me deeper.  I could tell it would not be long before this young kid came and my right hand went right for my clit as I started to feel my own orgasm building.  I started rubbing my clit frantically as I moaned.  Then the young kid announced he was about to cum and I reminded him to not cum in me but instead to cum "all over my pretty face", and he moaned loudly hearing me say this, gave my cunt 3 more deep hard thrusts and then pulled out and unleashed a geyser of hot cum, squirting all over my tits, neck, and face.  My fingers were a blur on my cunt at this point because now I needed to cum badly and I was soooo close.  I could hear whispers but blocked them out and seconds later came in a torrent.

I lay there gasping for a few seconds as I slowly came back to reality, and as soon as I did, my eyes opened and the young kid had vanished, but hearing more whispers I turned to see my husband, the fat guy, and 3 younger guys all seated next to each other, and all of them (except my bitch husband) had looks of amazement on their faces.  I quickly fixed my bra, and my panties, then quickly put my rain coat on and I got up and began to walk out, and as I approached them men sitting in a row near my husband I smiled nervously and then looked past them and indictead with a curled up index finger for my husband to follw, and I wanted them to know so I said "come on honey, you have an early day at work tomorrow", and the look of amazement was even wilder now that I was closer to them because they could now clearly see that although my breasts were now hidden under the raincoat, I did nothing to wipe the cum from my face and neck, and as my husband walked by my side, I hooked my arm in to his arm and walked out of the theater past several men (and even 4 girls) covered in cum.

Then, during the 40 minute drive back home, I was still so aroused from the slutty act I had just done that I fingered my clit in the car as my husband drove home, and anytinme I truck pulled along side his car, I did spread my legs even wider and proudly displyed my wet cunt for them to see.  It was raining like crazy and the visual conditions were not the greatest, but from the honking of the trucks horn, it told me he got to see enough *huge blush*

I have done some very slutty things over the years, but I have to say, this defintly makes my top 5 most sluttiest acts ever!

So far anyway *blush* 

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Need it Bad!

I should have a good amount of time tomorrow to bring you up top date because it has been a busy week between work and giving my cunt what it needs *blush*, but satisfying my cunt is a never ending because the more sex I have, it seems as though the hornier I actually become, and this is true with masturbation and me as well.  I just can't seem to ever get enough, but this last week, omg, I am insatiable, and because I am walking around in such a constant state of arousal all the time, I find myself becoming easily distracted at work and before I know it I am in my office on the internet, and soon thereafter, my hands are down my panties.
Somthing happened to me earlier in the week that has fueled my always growing horniness, and I mentioned it in my last blog (stranger sex at a local motel) and this may actually happen tonight or this weekend, but I interestingly had a similar but sort of different offer to have stranger sex at a theater at night during the week, and the guy who planted this seed in my head is young, only 21, and the way he explained it, it is obvious to me that the stranger in his story is him and he likely works at the theater because when I asked him to describe some specifics for me he said I would be directed to a multiplex theater complex (normal movie house, not an adult theater, which makes it even hotter in my mind)that is about 50-60 minutes away from where I live and it would happen during the week after 9pm so the theaters would likely have very few patrons, although there are always some, and he told me that I should find a seat and he would make his way through each and every theater @ 10pm, and I would be dressed provocatively wearing a skirt with no panties, and at a predetermined time he would approach me as I sat alone and as he approaches I would lean back, spread my legs, hike my skirt, and he would enter me and fuck me and use my cunt to cum without us exchanging words or small talk.  The one request I did make is that he would not cum in me, but ON ME, and to be more specific, he would cum ON MY FACE, and part of the deal is that I would have to walk out of the theater without attempting to clean ANY of the cum off  of me *blush*

What is adding to this is as I started to seriously consider his proposition I knew I had to build in a way to keep myself safe, regardless of how hot these thoughts were making me, so I made a counter proposal to him by saying that I will agree to do this if it was okay to have my husband seated nearby, and I emphasized to the guy that my husband would only be there to ensure my saftey, and that he would remain a passive on looker throughout.  He readily agreed and we are not working out the details :)

But those of you who know me, know that although it is probably a good idea to have my husband close by for safety reasons, my real motivation in having him present is to TEASE HIM and to control him further as my cuck, and to remind him what a dirty little slut his sweet wife REALLY is *blush*

I also agreed to walk out of the theater ALONE,  and not be accompanied by my husband, but he will be instructed to follow me out so he can see peoples reactions to seeing his sweet wife's pretty face covered in some strangers hot cum.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Update .....

God, I really do not know where to begin.  I had planned to tell you about last weekend with Aaron, but something unexpected happened last night and I have to tell you about it because it really caught me off guard, but when I arrived here today the page went straight to my "dashboard" and before I could start writing something immediately caught my eye from the area where it shows all of the recent posts from blogs I follow, and when I saw something posted from the blog entitled "Cuckolding", I did not have the will power to ignore it so I went to the blog where I found some incredibly hot interracial cuckolding videos, and cuckolding in and of itself is something that makes me tremendously aroused, but the interracial aspect makes it so incredibly hotter (for me anyway), and then what adds to this in a huge way is, so many of these women seem to be blondes in the 30s-40s (like me) , and many actually seem to have a resemblance to ME or my body type, so as I stared so wide-eyed at these incredible video clips,  I could not help but imagine that the wife being used in some of these cuckold videos was ME *blush*, and the video at the top of the page, which is entitled "Cuckold Hall of Fame" omg, I can barely focus on writing this after watching it, and this is after I could not stop myself from fingering myself right in my office here at work because these videos left my cunt in an incredibly desperate state, and even after cumming HARD, my clit is still talking to me and begging for more, and it is taking all of the will power I have to stay here and finish writing because I sooooooo want to return to that blog and continue watching more interracial cuckold videos, but I did promise to tell you more about Aaron, so I will have to do my best to postpone my personal lewd entertainment until a little later.  This also reminds me that I have to bring all of you up to date about my own "continuing education" in regard to interracial cuckolding, but until I can do that, I will tell you that it has been a summer that I will never forget, and my husband will likely not forget it for a long, long time either :)

I hope everyone likes the pics I posted of Aaron's hot young body and his big beautiful shaved cock.  I almost forgot how much I enjoy "teaching" him, although I must admit, he is a very fast learner.  When I initially seduced him I never imagined him to be as skilled as he is because most younger guys cum very fast, and Aaron was no different the first couple of times we fucked, and I truly loved seducing him and showing off for him as I pretended to not be aware of him watching me undress after coming home from work.  I look back on the last year and I am very grateful that none of this has blown up in my face because my bout of control lust has put me in some risky situations, and what took place with Aaron was, and still is, very risky for me as well, given his age (although he IS legal) and the fact that his mother and father and entire family  have been close  friends of my husband  and his family for many years, but even when I started my little showoff game with him, I guess I will admit that I believed my own lie because early on I believed I had full control over the situation, but when I start to get really aroused, rational decision making becomes secondary because when I get to a certain point, my seemingly always hungry cunt begins making my decisions for me *blush* and I knew when I was pretending that I didn't know he was watching as I stripped off my clothes, the night I became so aroused that I masturbated on my bed as he watched, I KNEW then that I could not stop at just pretending to showoff.  No way, and especially with the way his young eyes would eye me my body whenever he was around, and my plan back fired  on me because pretending to not know he was watching me undress put me in a constant state or arousal whenever I was near him, and parading around in my Wicked Weasel bikinis when he was over cleaning the pool or mowing our lawn only made me hornier when I would catch him staring at my almost naked body, and of course my goal was to turn him on and make me want me even more than he already probably did, once I saw the outline of his HARD COCK in his shorts one day after wearing my yellow Wicked Weasel bikini, I knew in that moment that I HAD TO have his young cock.

When he came home last weekend and our eyes met from across the yard, I knew that he wanted me as badly as I wanted him, and when he walked through my kitchen door later that day, we were like 2 animals.  Before I finished kissing him I could already feel his rock hard cock pressing against my belly through his thin shorts, and in seconds I dropped to my knees and took his rigid cock deep in to my warm wet mouth as I hungrily sucked his cock.  I LOVED hearing him moan and tell me "God I missed your mouth and wet cunt so much".
We fucked in every position imaginable, but my favorite with Aaron (and anyone who has a BIG cock) has always been when he fucks me hard from behind while I am on all fours because for a young guy he is a very skilled lover and he quickly recognized my submissive tendencies last year after fucking me for a little while (I taught him well :), and whenever he fucks me like this, he always grabs my hair and this just makes me hotter.  he also learned quickly that dirty talk can make me CRAZY HOT, and hearing his balls slapping against my wet cunt and hearing him call me a hot MILF slut had me cumming uncontrollably.  Incredibly, Aaron held back from cumming for quite a long time but I did still make him cum twice.  The first time was as he fucked me and when he came, omg, he shot a river of hot cum up my back, and what I love about fucking an 18 yr old is, hios cock does not even get soft after he cums and he just keeps going, so I quickly recovered and took his cock back in to my mouth because I LOVE tasting my juices on a big hard cock and after sucking his cock and teasing him for another 30 minutes or so, he let out a loud moan and came all over my pretty face as I begged him to do so *blush*, and one of the hottest parts of this was, my husband arrived him about 45 minutes later and I immediately ordered him to eat me, and he saw the devilish grin on my face, and as soon as he tasted my cunt he moaned loudly and this gave me a clear sign that he was tasting the cum that was now dripping from my well fucked cunt, and I was tempted to tell him who's cum it was, but he knows Aaron is home this weekend, and my husband is a very intelligent man :)

I have no time now to tell you about my "unexpected" occurrence, but I will be sure to tell you all about it the next time I write because it is one of the hottest ideas/fantasies I have heard in awhile.  It involves a couple that I met on a local chat line, and at first I thought the guy was bullshitting that his gf was there with him, but she talked to me as well, and and the idea they presented to me (after they had me soaked and masturbating shamelessly)  is that they would direct me to a predetermined local motel room and I would walk in to a room without knowing who was in the room, and I be used like a dirty little whore by a TOTAL STRANGER, although the stranger is "in" on this too, but I would not know who it is, and will not be allowed to even know his name or have any small talk before hand.

There is soooo much more to tell you, so stay tuned .....

 

Thursday, August 25, 2011

My neighbors hot young son

I still have to give you the details of my fun with young Aaron last weekend but I unfortunately will have to do this tiomorrow because I have run out of time today, but I do have some pics of my young stud to share with all of you so you can see the hot body and beautiful big young cock that my soon to be 19 yr old stud gives to me.

You may have to scroll to the bottom of the page to see the pics, but I will try to find the time to make them appear closer to where and what I am writing about.


Monday, August 22, 2011

Trip to the Mall

I didn't think I was going to have enough time to write today but my husband plane home was delayed so I have a little extra time that I initially didn't think I would have.

I went on Saturday when it was nice and sunny outside because it was suppose to rain yesterday and I didn't want the mall to be filled with teenagers, although teenage boys can be lots of fun to tease too *blush*

I decided to wear one of my favorite summer dresses to go shopping inIt is a Short Snap-Front Polo Tee-Shirt Dress from my favorite store (VS of course), and I love this dress so much that I bought it in 3 different colors, white, black, and brown, and it is perfect for my shopping trip because it is casual yet sexy, and it clings to my body and is casual enough for me to either wear sandals with it, or I can also easily wear a sexy pair of heels as well, so when I wore it this time I decided to wear 4 inch peep toe heels, because earlier in the day I gotten my regularly scheduled manicure/pedicure and I knew where I would he going so it was not too difficult to make a choice regarding what color polish I wanted (red, of course) because it is one of my favorite colors for polish (for obvious reasons *blush*) because it quickly puts me in a naughty and devilish mood, but red polish has a way of always doing that to me.
A big reason for me choosing the dress that I wore was because it is white and shows off my tan skin nicely, but is also a snug fit and the material is thin, so I will not go as far as saying the dress is see thru, but if I wear a black bra/thong, or a brightly colored bra/thong set such as red or yellow, someone walking behind me will easily be able to see it thru my dress, and after modeling all 3 colors in front of my mirror that morning, I decided on wearing my favorite black lace demi bra that barely contains my nipples with it sexy lace half cups, and I wore black lace cheeky panties from VS as well.
The other aspect of this dress that I love is that it has snaps up the entire front of the dress, which means I can choose to leave as many snaps unsnapped as I like, but on this particular day, I decided to walk in with 3 snaps unsnapped from the neck, and 1 snap unsnapped from the hemline, and so you can get a visual on what I am talking about you can either go to vs.com and see the short snap-front dress for yourself, or I can tell you that by me leaving 3 snaps unsnapped from my neck, my cleavage was already visible, and especially seeing the bra I was wearing is a push up bra, and if I have the courage to unsnap 4 snaps from the neck, it will literally show the entire middle portion of my bra/breasts right to the bottom of the cups, and by leaving one snap unsnapped at the hemline, I was showing quite a bit of leg, and especially when I was walking or sitting.  If I get to a point where I am bold enough to unsnap 2 snaps from the hemline, it will not be difficult to flash glimpses of my panties even as I walk, and most definitely if I was sitting crossing/uncrossing my legs.

But a big part of how I showoff is by pretending to act is if I am not totally aware of the fact that I am showing as much as I am, but believe me, I am 100% aware of what I am doing, and the affect it has on people.  I get so aroused when I am walking in the mall and there are 2-3 young guys walking closely behind me and I can hear them whispering things like "omg, do you see that", and I will always act as if I don't hear them, but I will admit that when I do hear things like this I can't help but shake it a little bit more just to make them a little more crazy :) 

Damn, my husband just called and his flight finally arrived and he is in a cab on his way home, so I have to hurry, but if I can't finish today I will finish tomorrow, but will do my best now to tell all.

I walked around and shopped in stores, making sure to linger in certain areas whenever I felt someones eyes on me, and I love going to areas where they have counters because it is so easy to tease the sales clerks, because what I do is lean over the counter as if I am preoccupied with looking at something, and this usually gives a sales clerk a birds eye view down my unsnapped dress, and my favorite time to do this is when I am not wearing a bra, but it is arousing even when I am wearing a bra, and especially with the bra I was wearing because as I mentioned earlier, the half cups barley contain my dark responsive nipples and all I have to do is move a certain way for them to begin to reveal themselves.  Yes, I can make the entire nipple pop out over the cups, but I don't want that to happen because it would be too obvious, but after practicing a bit, if  I move slightly, part of the areola will become visible, and I LOVE seeing a sales person do an immediate double take when this happens.

But the highlight of my afternoon was when I had lunch at one of the restaurants.  After having a drink at the bar, and watching the crowd, I decided on sitting at a table close to a married couple that was maybe in their early 40s having lunch.  I decided to sit near them because it became obvious that the husband liked the view of my legs while sitting at the bar, and I LOVE teasing guys when they are out with a gf or wife because I know they are not likely to approach me.  So I sat facing the husband with his wife's back facing me.  I made it a point to not make eye contact with thee husband because I did not want to be obvious about it, but I positioned my chair perfectly in his line of sight and began crossing and uncrossing my legs as I looked through the menu, and I also would sit with both feet on the floor with my feet together, but I would sneakily glance over the top of my menu and when I knew the husband was staring, I would then cross my legs but do it a bit slower so give him a clear look between my legs all the way to my panties.

After doing this for quite awhile, I finished lunch and was eager to return home now so I could shamelessly masturbate to my hearts content, because at that point I could feel that the crotch of my black lace cheeky panties were saturated from me being so aroused and my clit was literally throbbing.

I did drive by the club that I mentioned wanting to go to on Sat night, but I didn't have any cocktails before hand and I was far too nervous to walk in on my own, especially being completely sober at that moment, but there is always this coming weekend because it is likely that my husband will be away on business again, so we shall see. 

I will have to finish this tomorrow because I have no time left to tell you about Aaron :) but I will say this, he did come home and I did get to fuck and suck his glorious big young eager shaved cock TWICE, and I will tell you all about it tomorrow.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Husband is away on business until Monday :)

My husband flew to St Louis this morning for a business trip and he will not return until Monday afternoon, so I have 3 glorious days to indulge in my favorite past time; being a little slut *blush*

And I just learned last night that Aaron, my neighbors son, will be home for the weekend, and I have not had his incredible big young cock since he was home from school in May, so I cannot wait to lure him to my cunt.
I also may take a trip to a mall to do some shopping, but probably only if it rains but they are forecasting thunder storms here for both Sat and Sun, so I may actually get there, and I am sure all of you know that shopping is usually a code word that  I use for indulging in my exhibitionist desires, but I usually am not blatant about this, although I have had my moments, because when I start getting consumed by the horniness as I do this, the hornier I become usually leads to be becoming bolder in my actions, and I do LOVE going to certain shoe stores and shoe departments of the higher end department stores, because I love to tease and showoff, and usually do it in a way where it might appear as though I am not fully aware that I am showing so much, but believe me, I am 100% fully aware of what I am showing and what can be seen because I have actually sat in front of a mirror at home and I will cross and uncross my legs, or lean over with my blouse slightly unbuttoned as if I am leaning over a counter at a store, and I do this to learn about what someone may or may not will be able to see from certain angles.

and I love the summer (naturally *blush*) because I can dress so much more revealing, and having small perky breasts (34b) make it easy for me to not wear a bra, although my nipples are very sensitive and ultra responsive, and I absolutely LOVE catching people staring at them when they are rock hard and soooo visible *blush*

I am even considering going out alone on Sat night to a particular night club because I have been aching to go, although I may need to have a few cocktails in order to actually walk in there because it is club that caters predominantly to more of an African-American crowd *huge blush*

Do you think an attractive 30-something blonde wearing a wedding ring will attract a little attention walking in all alone?  *blush*

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

summer time means less clothes and more skin

I love the summer months because it is the perfect time of year where I can wear less and show off more of my body with looking like a total slut, and we all know I am, but I will admit, I do hide it well *blush*

There are definite benefits to having small perky breasts (34b), and especially when you have such incredibly sensitive that are as responsive as mine are because all it takes is a slight breeze or a little cool air, or not wearing a bra and feeling the material of my blouse grazing against my nipples as I walk and 2 seconds later my nipples are rock hard and impossible to hide (not that I am trying to hide them), and I have become so addicted to catching both men and women staring at my hard nipples that I actually take trips to the mall just for this purpose *blush*

I am back :)

I finally found the time to write more, so look for me to write more about my .... secrets *blush*